Tuesday, November 17, 2009

baby steps

Today was very productive. It felt weird... I spent most of the day working on my resume for a fellowship I would like to have at the Walker and then I arranged to start the application process for St. Thomas for Art History next semester.

These all felt like things were going in the right direction; I didn't feel too overwhelmed or spinning or spiraling... or any of those other words I use to describe the feelings I can't describe.

I think this art thing is right - I haven't ever said that I wanted to work in online marketing before... that is just what people have told me is a job option that I would be good at and is stable. I think I got swept up in stable and I forgot that I was really supposed to spending this time finding out what is my passion and what will make me happy. Yes, I may find many jobs that pay crap - but they sound really interesting and fun and worth wild. So I think I am on the right track, taking my baby steps to finding what I am supposed to be when i grow up.

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